Friday, February 15, 2008
2nd anniversary
went to supermarket to get ingredients for tomorrow.
i realised i am so blur queen.
i forgot satay stick and mushroom!!!
then i went back to get satay stick and i forgot mushroom again!
omg.
made the agar agar
marinated the meat.
tomorrow then cook.
after yesterday's post, see how "nice" zhao was:
my flower. = =
did i mentioned that we found a fountain of health yesterday?
at heeren's 2nd level.
we 3 walked around the atrium 3 times!
= =
today is my mum's 2nd year death anniversary.
i didn't know it has been this fast...
i guess 2 years ago, at this time...
i'm in hospital bah.
actually when i faced her, i don't know what sort of expression should i have
when i saw the doctors were trying to revive her...
my mind was blank
i knew this time is for real...
but in the tiny little corner of my heart
i wished it wasn't real.
when i faced her before they sent her to the mortuary
i couldn't cry
i couldn't smile
but she smiled.
probably the only thing in mind then was to hug her...
when you felt that your heart was empty with holes
and you found something that can fill up these holes
naturally you will be attached to it right?
but don't forget...
these things may be pity, sympathy.
and things will change.
i learnt it the hard way.
but i don't blame him.
i blame my stupidity.
and i believe i will do even better without him.
=)
and when i was really down then...
this song brought me out of my darkness:
逆风
By: garden sister
用独特的关键字眼
我搜寻着世界
只想找到一个空间
布置我的宣言
梦想已存放许多
不在乎被谁偷走
我只有一个感受
我真的真的
我真的受伤过
黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
why should i care at all?
at all...
我不管别人的看法
却又想被人看见
你总是说出了盲点
有时候真是讨厌
信心已存放了许多
你不在却不好过
我只有一个感受
你真的真的
你真的够爱我
黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
why should i care,
why should i care,
why should i care at all?
at all...
每个选择路口
我就挑难的路走
每次你放弃我
我突然回头你却还跟着我
黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
why should i care,
why should i care,
why should i care at all?
at all...
10:55 PM
