Monday, March 31, 2008
hmmm
it rained again today.
met mu mu at woodlands
took train to marsiling.
while waited for her, chatted a lot.
i think i am going crazy soon.
especially with emotions that you can't control.
one moment you are happy
one moment you are sad
one moment you are lost
one moment you are estastic
hahaha.
it's worst than menopause or menses.
blah.
you know.
like i said, time does not heal wounds.
and i admit i have not let go of things.
and at one point of time,
i was really struggling to hold the tears
and i thought i could just cry any moment
i could see her holding it back too.
and when i was in trouble the last time
she is always there for me
and yet i don't know how to be there for her
or rather... am i of any help to her?
probably this is how much you can love a friend...
take care.
stay strong.
your ever ready wall is here you to lean.
1:14 AM