Friday, April 4, 2008
thoughts and words
hmmm.. it sounds like my previous blog.
the title.
it's true.
currently am in albert's house.
blogging here.
:p
don't worry... going home soon.
it was a nice heart to heart talk with him.
he is a good mediator too.
hahaha.
hmmm... speaking of which, i realized i have known him for 3 years le.
i should say he is a very different kind of mentor from moh and soh.
he is more like a dad than a mentor.
yeah.
my "godfather"
ok... i admit i self-proclaimed that.
but he never deny. =p
he have thought me a lot of things.
and he is like my mum... hot and cold.
HAHA.
but it thought me alot of things.
independence, understanding, patience and acceptance.
hahaha.
and he taught me the cocktail to death:
ketamine + estacsy + speed + ice + sleeping pills.
LOL.
ok... don't learn.
don't worry. i have never take it before.
hahaha.
hmmm... i had similiar experience with alcohol.
some view me as a alcoholic.
probably i see myself more as one whom is exposed to the different cocktails.
i don't say i have great alcohol tolerance level.
but i have a slightly higher level of alcohol tolerance as compared to normal drinkers (including guys)
but with my near death with alcohol the last experience
i am much careful with drinking now.
i still drink (i just broke my "resolution" 3rd time)
and with a better control of it now.
hahaha.
ok. i am not an alcoholic.
and i'm serious about it.
i only social drink.
and only with certain friends and albert. that's all.
haha.
ok... erm... drinking... for drinking sake is a bad experience.
when you get to a certain level of highness, you feel super high
a "courage" that you never wanted
makes you do alot of things you never thought you could have.
not that i did but i was lucky to have a tiny bit of self conscious in me.
and i was thankful for that experience.
because i feel i am more aware and careful now.
well...
i'm all better now.
=)
so anyway, i have resolved my things with cz le
thanks to albert.
the title.
it's true.
currently am in albert's house.
blogging here.
:p
don't worry... going home soon.
it was a nice heart to heart talk with him.
he is a good mediator too.
hahaha.
hmmm... speaking of which, i realized i have known him for 3 years le.
i should say he is a very different kind of mentor from moh and soh.
he is more like a dad than a mentor.
yeah.
my "godfather"
ok... i admit i self-proclaimed that.
but he never deny. =p
he have thought me a lot of things.
and he is like my mum... hot and cold.
HAHA.
but it thought me alot of things.
independence, understanding, patience and acceptance.
hahaha.
and he taught me the cocktail to death:
ketamine + estacsy + speed + ice + sleeping pills.
LOL.
ok... don't learn.
don't worry. i have never take it before.
hahaha.
hmmm... i had similiar experience with alcohol.
some view me as a alcoholic.
probably i see myself more as one whom is exposed to the different cocktails.
i don't say i have great alcohol tolerance level.
but i have a slightly higher level of alcohol tolerance as compared to normal drinkers (including guys)
but with my near death with alcohol the last experience
i am much careful with drinking now.
i still drink (i just broke my "resolution" 3rd time)
and with a better control of it now.
hahaha.
ok. i am not an alcoholic.
and i'm serious about it.
i only social drink.
and only with certain friends and albert. that's all.
haha.
ok... erm... drinking... for drinking sake is a bad experience.
when you get to a certain level of highness, you feel super high
a "courage" that you never wanted
makes you do alot of things you never thought you could have.
not that i did but i was lucky to have a tiny bit of self conscious in me.
and i was thankful for that experience.
because i feel i am more aware and careful now.
well...
i'm all better now.
=)
so anyway, i have resolved my things with cz le
thanks to albert.
it was certainly a good mediation.
=)
=)
and also thanks to him
my rambling and midnight rantings.
LOL.
blah.
Is it you?
By Cassie
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that
I've been waiting for Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need? Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that
I've been waiting for Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be this one I need?
Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
perfect song for the perfect feeling.
from Step Up 2.
=)
hint hint.
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