Saturday, April 12, 2008
thoughts and words
super loads of thoughts today
may be vulgar.
and insensitive.
can't take the rants? BUZZ OFF!
AM NOT PINPOINTING TO A PARTICULAR SOMEONE. BUT IF YOU THINK YOU FIT INTO THE DESCRIPTION, CONGRATS. YOU ARE THE ONE I'M TALKING ABOUT. AND CONGRATS TOO. YOU ARE NOT A NUT AFTERALL. TRUTH HURTS EH? THAT YOU ARE SMART.
firstly...
if everyone hates people wasting their time,
why can't they be more considerate not to waste other people's time?
was rather pissed off.
if you can't make it for an arrangement
why can't they take initiative to cancel it before the time
and not wait till it's close to the meeting time then you cancel it.
worst till. only until i called then i realised it is cancelled.
blah.
if you don't like people to waste your time, don't waste mine too.
thanks.
secondly...
there is something call compromise.
when you are late, i never say much.
yet when i am late (for only 10 mins), you made a big fuss out of it.
do you think it makes sense?
or do you even think that it is even fair for me?
that i have to tolerate all your shit?
blah.
thirdly...
i can't understand don't arrogant bums.
thinking how good they are just because they have a degree i have none.
and they happened to be more brainless than me.
what's the use of wasting money for the degree
when you can't even practise common sense.
or at least basic business sense?
know whom you are dealing with before you even try to eat that person.
blah.
fourthly...
some self-centered nut can only see
my, myself and i and nothing else.
i don't understand why such person exist?
and don't admit that they are SELFISH.
probably because their body built is too big
that they can only see tummy (me, myself and i) and nothing else.
they expect people to be sensitive to them when they are not even a bit sensitive to others.
and at the end of the day, they will always want to be seen as the victim
and not the culprit.
well... the world does not goes like this.
manipulate all you want.
you will always be at the losing end.
because you will never find true friends.
blah.
fifthly...
some just take things for granted.
they sit there and wait for things to happen.
they are never the ones whom takes initiative to make it happen.
because they always have this confident that they can get something better.
FAT HOPE. DREAM ON.
sitting at home won't get you something better.
dream more...
and you will get it in your dreams.
blah.
ok. end of ranting.
have tolerated these for weeks.
below will be more of my personal self-reflection.
=)
went to Perfect Potion today.
met mr soh and mr moh.
and yvonne.
fruitful one.
i know yvonne before she came to RP.
and we are cancerians.
hence we instantly clicked when we worked in PP.
spent my whole afternoon talking to her and mr moh.
in my life, i have 6 very good mentors.
choon hou, eddie chua, mr soh, mr moh, david and albert.
of all...
i am much closer to mr moh and albert.
i see both of them like a buddy father.
and the striking similarities with them are:
they are both eligible bachelors.
LOL.
not that i fancy old guys.
but they are able to see things differently from a family man.
now i understand fully the things that mr moh does to me.
and i think we share similiar vision.
=)
and after today's talk with him,
i understood fully why am i trading my university education for this.
no matter how garang or strong one can be,
there are still times of uncertainity of your choices sometime.
but he showed me what i want and what i can do.
i have never seen people whom have more confidence in me
than i have for myself.
but mr moh and albert did.
to keep my promise with mr moh,
i will make sure i am definately more than whom i am now.
=)
4 years.
recently got to know this guy, jin zi cong.
hmmm... i find that i am beginning to admire him alot.
his fearless way of doing things.
his determination in some ways.
too bad. he isn't in my world.
blah.
tomorrow going to pray ancestors.
one of the events that i don't wish to attend.
reason being, i get to see my relatives.
nothing exciting about it.
and i can predict the questions they will ask tomorrow:
which university are you going to?
why you not going to university?
cannot make it is it?
let me tell you blah blah cousin did blah blah.
yeah. good for them.
not my thing.
and i don't like to explain myself much.
and i pray hard that gary (cousin that facilitates in RP) did not tell his parents about the newspaper article.
otherwise, i'm dead.
can expect even more questions from them.
and worst.
my gor gor run away again!
blah.
always like that.
hahah.
and my papa was saying today,
study university very clever meh?
every tom dick and harry also can do that.
got money can liao what.
hehe.
my dad rocks sometimes.
just chatted with gene.
he asked me why i like daisies.
hmmm... it represents my mum.
my mum's name is daisy.
but she likes orchids.
i like daisies.
=)
daisies are just like her.
gentle yet strong.
=)
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