firstly...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SERENE TAY!
(yeah... i know it's dated sat, but it's really at night i am typing. haha.)


woke up late today.
did some preparation at home.
ian came over to my house.
helped me with the prototype.
his cologne is damn nice.
lingering in my living room.
yum yum.
=x


tiffy cabbed over and helped me a bit.
yawns.
in rp, started doing set up.
eddy, cz and vict came over to helped.
i think i am a genius (probably i absorbed his "smartness")
:x
LOL.
i actually came out with a drawing and plan.
muhahahha.
which works.
smsed gor gor.
he thought i was in the library.
hehe.
miss him so much.
i don't get to see him at home often you know.
anyway, la la la la
encouraging sms came in soon after 6.
=)
yeah, i can be a meanie at times. haha.


finished work.
had pizza for dinner. loves.
cz forced me to talk tell eddy and tiffy about the scorpian joke.
vict went hysterical again laughing.
same joke, she still can laugh. = =
i realised she looked ugly when she laughed. (sorry girl, i can't help it. for someone pretty like you, to see such a sight is haha. hilarious. =p)
and i laughed at the face she laughs.
and we made fun of the geena bengs and lians in rp.
not rp students, but visitors.
i think they are around 12 years old?
and they have dyed hair!!!
and there was this guy who wore red skinny jeans, red shirt, white cardigan.
when he walked past me, i actually sang:
"we are singapore, we are singapore, we are singaporans..."
ok. that was lame.
i thought he wore it on the wrong time of the year.
and yesh, he has red hair too.
(but mine and vict's are nicer. =p)
so we actually started learning their way of walking too.
and i saw one guy shuffling in rp. (rp student)
i was like = =
man.


we learnt a new module today too.
rp should give me a cert for being so genius.
the physics of ah bengs.
we were investigating why they walked as if they are doing the lambo.
conclusion: because they wore their skinny jeans too low.
in order to prevent the pants from dropping, they need to satisfy an accurate 45 degree bent behind their back.
this is to ensure their butt cheek is able to act as a support.
hahaha.
ok. i am mean.
:x


shock of the day:
refer to 13 may 08 entry.
yeah. i met him.
IN RP!
on a bike. with the 5N people.
which is WOW! (he is from SP...)
and of all places, but i met him in RP?
it's like so coincidence lah.
and we just chatting yst night.
and i saw paul yst too.
and that stoopid cz.
omg.
asked him stupid thing.
like, so who is serene's bf?
and he actually answered: yes, she is my gf. i love her. (in chi)
-peng-
they two can really act.
so la la la la.
damn pai sey.
and the group of 5N people are the ones whom used to tease me back in sec sch lorz.
wa lau.
same gang of people and now cz is with them teasing me.
gosh. THAT WAS SEC SCH OK?


blah.
anyway, never mind.
who cares.

2:10 AM

omg omg.
i can't believe it.
omg.
the world is too too small.
jus now went to meet cz at the bus stop to go his house pick the things up for tmr.
guess who i saw?
paul (sec sch de)
omg.
i was like saying hi, then trying to avoid him.
soon cz came.
and guess what?
when we boarded the bus,
THEY TWO STARTING TALKING!
paul was like, eh.. serene, you know him arh?
-peng-
THEY TWO PLAY BASKETBALL TOGETHER DE LORZ.
omg omg omg.
i was like OMG!!! HE KNOWS PAUL.
ok.
long history way back to sec sch days.
don't have a good impression of him,
partly caused he scared me away.
LOL.
and he was known as the vampire among us.
ok... so..
hahah.
was really surprised they know each other.
AND STAY SAME BLOCK SOMEMORE.
sian.














you know after talking to vict on tues,
here is what i came out with:


if you are dating/going out with a player/professional
OR
having a no string attached relationship,
here is what you need to know:


RULES OF THE GAME:
1) Don't put true feelings and emotions in it. (you will never know when you get played)
2) Don't be too attached to your partner. (the more you demand, the more he won't give)
3) When the contacting stops: IT'S GAMEOVER BABE (stop contacting him then. unless you think AK47 + 2 bottles of white wine + a trip to hospital is cool)
4) It's good to fantasize of him but dream is never reality. (whatever happens on tv about playboy being good when found 'love' is utter bullshit)
5) Beware, they are always two-timing you. (especially if he happens to be an aries, scorpio, cancer or gemini)
6) If you got played by a player, learn how to play back. =) (you wouldn't want to get hurt again right?)














yup. pretty much like this.
blah.
it's pretty bad.
and it's true it's hard for players to find true love
cause they never know what it is.
and nope.
i am not a player (me not so professional ok? i got played then have.)
so...
haha.














and i came to know the 8th scorpio of the month.
ok. he is really someone i know for a year or so.
but i never asked him before his horoscope until yst.
man.
why are there so many scorpians around suddenly.

2:29 AM

woke up early today
went for a meeting.
went to PA.
wa... looks like second istana.
damn cool.


went back to office to pack our things.
i am moving to kaki bukit soon.
met yahui and huiling at orchard mrt.
went shopping to get tay's gift.
got an elephant pendant.
it's really cute.
=p


went to きのくにや to rot a bit.
it's my heaven there.
soon to be.
=)
then tay joined us.
walked over to cine for dinner.
cute waiter whom kept talking to me when i commented about somethings.
(yh and hl actually believed that i know him. =p)
muhahaha.
had this REAL SPICY vongole.
omg.
so sad.
gave tay her present.
sang bday song.
hehe.


walked over to heeren's nydc for more food.
hehe.
ate Jamaica Banana Cake.
yum yum.
my fav.
i love secret recipe's though.
(hint: my bday cake!)
talked quite alot.
kind of grilled tay for info.
MUHAHAHAHA.
though i got grilled a little too.
;)
































for some reasons...
someone made my day today
with a morning sms
=)

12:20 AM

seriously it is pretty sad to see "friends" whom doesn't understand you at all.
even though i don't need them to understand,
at least understand my job.
you think i want to take leave i can take leave?
have you ever thought of how much responsibility that is on my shoulders?
when i finally spare a day out for you,
and yet you don't even want to compromise.
and still want this and that.
then fuck off.
don't ask me out.








haiz...
i am so bloody tired of these people.

12:44 AM

life is horrible.
it's worse when you don't have someone to rant to.
it's even worst if you get fucked by people whom are ruled by emotions.
i just can't speak to them sometimes.
non-sense-ti-cal people.
some don't know how lucky they are.


and some idiotic printer is pissing me off.
blah.
it's ok. nvr mind.
sian.


went to heeren to meet some clients.
met victoria too.
after meeting them, was rushing off for classes.
on the way to class, gossip a little with victoria.
interesting lady.
met cj at toa payoh.
first time, both of us were late.
hehe.
rushed through dinner went for class.
quite tired.
zzz.

10:30 PM

woke up early today again
though slept damn late yst.
continued to do the drawings.
haiz.
i still can't draw the perspective ones.
sian.
i seriously need a technical designer here.
blah.
client canceled today's meeting so never meet them.


met my friend instead.
finally watched accuracy of death.
and we had dinner after that.
on our way home, stayed around at the playground and talked a bit.
hmmm... i am someone living in my own world.
and it is very rare for me to open up to some issues other than cz and jona.
but apparently we somehow clicked bah.
so it was very enjoyable.

12:23 AM

ok. after fulfilling one of my dream,
i think it is time i am going to fulfill another.
it's the calling.
LOL.
you know what?


went dinner with gor gor.
then i told gor gor i saw the Beetle's (blue one just downstairs) owner yst night.
is a young guy.
then i said i wanna get one too.
Lime green (cause the yellow ones are too common now).


this is another reason why my relatives can't say i'm not a yeo.
you know why?
my gor gor says he planning to get a Beetle (Lime green) at the end of the year.
OMG.
I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE HOW WE THINK ALIKE!


i think i should go start learn driving in August.
then soon, i can drive Beetle too!!!
muhahahaha.
Beetle come to mummy!
i will treat you well.

9:13 PM

gonna be pretty shagged these few days.
back to back events.
LOADS to do.
yst roadshow was a success.
later then post up photos.
everyone was here yst.
thanks victoria, tiffy, christine and eddy for coming down.
it's pretty cool for the full team to meet each other.


i did the sounds yst.
wahahahah.
and i pretty love it.
it's fun you know.


dinner time was exciting.
cause there was this cute boy date who came down have dinner with us.
ok. it is sort of a double date.
thanks to vict.
hmmm... he is pretty cute (and am serious when i say pretty)
LOL.
a scorpio (again...) and 3 years younger than me!!!
-peng-
he is underage
so anyway, he is almost perfect if he doesn't speak.
LOL.
too gee-na lah.
cz, vict and me can't help but didn't bother talking to him.
LOL. poor guy.
he speaks with arrogance lah.
and i didn't talk much to him.
i only had 2 hours of sleep previous night
and even seeing his cute face, doesn't perks me up.
so i was darn quiet throughout dinner.


back to roadshow.
it was FUN with the HCI guys except for one.
and i can't believe jin yao is an aries.
he doesn't look like one.
he looks so kind.
LOL.


going back home was so darn fun.
cabbed with cz and vict.
actually i know vict back in home club.
so it was pretty fun chatting with her.
then i said something (comparing ryan with my scorpio fren)
and she went hysterical laughing for a good whole 20 mins squatting down and hugging my chair.
= =
yeah.
i didn't know it was funny.
LOL.
thank goodness it was 1am+
otherwise people would have thought she is hyperventilating.




have finished reading the manga 7th period is a secret.
not bad but short.
now reading absolute boyfriend.
i think the drama is out already.
but waiting for it to complete first.

3:03 PM

It has already been 5 months
what is the point of apologizing now?
what is the of wanting to know the truth now?
you weren't there when i needed you.
saying sorry now is pointless.
because with or without it doesn't matter anymore


yes. i was lying through my teeth.
yes. you were right. you have guessed it right.
so? it doesn't matter anyway.
you weren't bothered by it then.
why bother about it now?
then is already past.
not now.


you said you have learnt alot from me.
how to cherish someone and not being able to prove yourself...
thank you
i have learnt alot from you too.
how to cry, how to feel hurt, how to be hurt.


thank you for all the lessons.
if not for you, i wouldn't have known...
what it is like to be not able to trust again.

5:43 PM

phew.

yst was a long day.

went to tiong bahru plaza met jin yao and the management

settled the things for sat.

after jin yao left, how can i not go to that place!!!

grillers.

plenty of memories there.

=)

too bad this time it's only me there.

i miss da jie, mu mu and darling.

hahah.

after my very early dinner, went to raffles place.

met jian ying and fren.

wa... it's another walk down memory lane for us.

LOL.

went to somewhere near china square/far east square for dinner.

yesh. i ate again.

I AM A PIG.

lol.

then after dinner walked back.

walked over to fullerton.

and guess what we saw?

the merlion!

muhahaha.

once again, serene thought of a crazy idea.

LOL.

not telling, but i did it.

and it's great.

=p

then we sat and chatted loads.

about what romantic things we can do.

LOL.

and exchange tips with each other.

hehe.

after that is home sweet home.

took the train, talked even more.

muhahahah.

it's all cool.

i like her company.

4:58 PM

hmmm...
this whole week is full of excitement?
LOL.
nahz. i don't know.
an expression or feeling that i can't describe.
isn't sorrow.
not emptiness.
not exactly fully happiness.
but something good.


woke up early started working.
settled my sat roadshow things.
gossip a bit with nat.
phew. next month will be BUSY.
met cj at toa payoh again.
muhahaha. i did well in class today.
=p
yeah. hard work pays off.
I MUST CONTINUE TO JIA YOU.
can't really remember what cj said
but i know he said something very funny.






recently i met/know alot of scorpios.
hmmm...
5? 3 from the past. 2 current ones.
gosh.
i've always thought scorpios are sexy (because they are mysterious)
smart (which can be cunning as well)
sweet (they can do the sweetest things)
serene (they are usually quiet because they don't like to talk much)
yeah.
LOL.


the sexy scorpio "eddy" is back.
i'll get to hear him call me "girl" again.
ok. don't be mistaken.
he is one of my best assistant in dotbox.
LOL.
he is back to work ad-hoc with us.
quickly finish his studies please.


and the other scorpio i know is the mysterious guy whom seemed to have split personality to me.
ok. not really split.
but got to know the other side of him.
the side i never imagined of.
hehe.
and i realised we share the same passion
gambatte!


and the last scorpio is someone victoria wanna intro me to.
some small boy (ok, he's 18.. to me is small)
whom she hopes that i can help her (get rid of)
LOL.
la la la la.
me qi dai to see how he is like.
muhahaha.

11:44 PM

hmmm...

had a convo with dad just now during dinner.

reminds me of what i was chatting with my fren yst night.

abit about future and life.

frankly speaking, since the first meeting with him

i never had a good impression of him

probably because he is too much of a smooth talker bahz.

girls are usually attracted to smooth talker right?

and he isn't really friendly as well. hmmm...

more of a cool character bah.

and he speaks like as if razors are on his tongue.

ok.. what a way to describe.

LOL.

seriously i never really pay much attention to what he said in previous convos

until yesterday.

actually i had this convo with him briefly when we first met.

but i walked away too soon. (yesh. i am mean.)

LOL.

so yesterday i was just asking him randomly.

one thing lead to another.

and it showed the other side of him.

somehow i come to understand why he has that strong arrogant character of his.

it's like his shell.

somewhat like me.

and all i can say, he has experienced much more than me.

and we both agree that somehow, with these life experiences,

life is more meaningful.

people are blinded by their achievements.

or too overwhelmed by it that they fail to know the true meaning of life.

something i can't tell you, but you have to discover it by yourself.

different people have different purposes bah.

but somehow you will realise how fragile this life is

and sadly, you only have one chance.

once lost, there isn't any restart button.

Tears

By X-Japan

doko ni yukeba ii ["Wherever we go is okay,"]

anata to hanarete [You said]

ima wa sugisatta [Now what may have been]

toki ni toikakete [Has been stopped by time]

nagasugita yoru ni [On that night that was too long]

tabidachi wo yume mita [I had a dream where you left me]

ikoku no sora mitsumete [Staring at a foreign sky]

kodoku wo dakishimeta [I hugged my lonliness]

nagareru namida wo [My fallen tears]

toki no kaze ni kasanete [Are piling up on the winds of time]

owaranai anata no [At the end]

toiki wo kanjite [I feel your breath]

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

LONELINESS YOUR SILENT WHISPER

FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS

THROUGH THE NIGHT

MEMORY YOU NEVER LET ME CRYAND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYE

SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE

WE LOST OUR DREAMS ALONG THE WAY

BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES

NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE

TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE

SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY

LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY

ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

nagareru namida o

toki no kaze ni kasanete

owaranai kanashimi wo [This feeling at the end]

aoi bara ni kaete [Makes my blue rose change]

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete

owaranai anata wo toiki wo kanjite

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

very nice song by X-Japan.

i think i should really convert my citizenship to Japanese (kidding)

NIHON rox!

2 more days.

11:26 PM

ahhh...

i'm watching We Are Married now.

it's a korean variety show and i think it is so cool lah.

and i simply like andy and alex.

man. they are the best bf ever.

and the guys in the show really know how to spoil girls with sweets.

LOL.

they are ~sweet~

yst night met ben for movie at vivocity.

on our way there on the bus, met this guy with fits.

gosh, and that guy was like sitting beside us.

we were like OMG. what to do what to do?

so anyway, we got the people sitting the back seat to clear out the space.

then he and another 2 guys carried that guy to the back seat and try calm him down.

we also opened the windows behind.

not bad. he recovered quite fast.

so it's good.

wanted to catch accuracy of death.

BUT!!!

only left front rows.

blah.

so we caught speed racer instead.

which was cool!

i like the soundtrack.

and rain is cool too.

=P

and jona sms me when i was in the movie.

so since he was bored waiting for her,

we chatted a bit.

i am good in multi-tasking ok (but don't do that in front of ur bf. haha).

LOL.

after the movie, caught the NR back.

AND GUESS WHAT?

muhahahaha. strike toto also not so lucky.

we met jona and her on the bus!

la la la la la.

we three were like "OMG! I SEE YOU HERE" (ben, jona and i are sec sch mates)

and she was like.. wa..

LOL.

oh. i got a huge candy bar from ben.

LOL.

yum yum.

french nogurt.

i think my teeth can drop soon.

went home bathed, watched a bit of tv.

jona called.

chatted until 5 then went to orh orh.

gosh.

tired man.

4:43 PM

i don't understand why do you want to meddle into my things?

i don't understand what right do you have to comment about me?

i don't understand how to respect you?

i don't understand why you don't understand me at all.

you haven't tried to know me before

so why should you force yourself to know me now?

what you assume is not what i want.

why do you always have to condemn what i have, what i want.

and you don't look at yourself even.

what i'm asking for is not even 1/10 of what she can give me!

for the past 20 years, what have you done for this family?

or at least for me and my bro?

if you don't want to give me anything, i understand.

but you haven't done anything for my brother why should you demand from him?

or us?

responsibility?

i think you need that word more than us.

filial piety...

if this word doesn't exist

i guess i am out of this house very long ago.

it doesn't matter to me anyway.

i was born alone, i can walk this road alone, i can do everything alone.

i'm sorry, i don't think you understand.

that i can be very cold.

whom we are now is what you did.

now i understand why there is no more warmth here anymore.

because she has brought warmth with her.

a home is nothing more than just only a house.

i don't know what's home anymore.

我着一生中

最害怕失去的

就是她。

因为我无法想象没有她的日子

过了两年了

我还是最害怕的就是没有她的日子。
你们一定会说两年了

放手吧。

但不是每一个人会了解我的心情

她对我来言，不只是一个妈妈

她是我的一切。

没有她的坚持

就都会有我

也不会有现在的我。

5:01 PM

today went over to parkway parade to help mr moh
had been so long since the last i worked in perfect potion.
hmmm...
quite ok lah.
was quite bored.
caught up with dawn a little.
ever since 2006, haven't met up with her.
suddenly felt that i am quite lucky.
hahaha. in my own way.
=)


saw quite alot of things.
hmmm...
don't know how am i feeling today.
not lost. i am focused.
but weird.
not emptiness. not lonely.
but just felt something is not there yet.
hmmm...

1:51 AM

finally revived my wretch today.
haven't been submitting articles.
sad. my previous articles got deleted.
haiz.
and my backup copy got reformatted.
thanks to cz.
haiz.
i really love some of my previous writings.
hahaha.
too bad i don't have super memory.


did work at home.
went to toa payoh.
met cj at 6.30pm.
went for dinner.
bring cj along was really a good choice.
he knows toa payoh well.
and being the blur me, hehe.


class was fun.
and many many people.
plus cj, 4 guys only.
and that aunty bluffed us.
where got couples!!!
no couples at all.
other than cj, there is only one more guy can look.
LOL.
blah.
but we had fun.
on our way home, cj and i were still practising.
and we even came out with some stoopid lame phrases.
you all shouldn't know.
haha.








anyway, angie really thought bie is my bf.
LOL.
i forgot she has a thing for thai guys back in sec sch.
ok lah.
he's cute mah.










someone from the past came back.
someone very very long ago.
hmmm...
lyra...
i am very surprised he still remembers this name
a name i haven't used for years.
do you know i was a geek in sec sch?
buck tooth, specs with fringe and ponytail, long skirt.
LOL.
well yeah.

11:29 PM

ok... probably this is one of the most awaited post.
because today, me going to intro you my bf.
yes. finally.
my bf.
LOL.
-drums roll-

how how?
handsome?
=)
ya ya, look like thomas ong.
i swear he is not thomas ong ok?
i won't want to trick you guys.
LOL.
he is a cutie. =)






morning met cz.
met a client at middle road.
nice spa place.
then went off to do some sourcing for logistics.
blah. me now leg cramp.
LOL.
went to many places.
finally went back to RP.
just got down from cab guess whom i saw?
gosh!!! leon and ivan (NP).
ivan leh! omg. -peng-
i thought he is suppose to be in china.
LOL.
ok. came back le.
ok. that's not the point.


cz went off for meeting.
me stayed in library to do some work.
thought i could surprise someone.
but alias. he thought i was at home!
so anyway, he came down when he finished work.
and poor him have to pei me work till around 8.30pm
dinner time still got suan by someone.
haiz.
xing ku le.
but we had fun! =)
ignore his words... (ok. not all. bad de don't listen. LOL)












btw, my bf's name is bie.
you can go google a bit too.
i met him on channel 53.
=)
he's such a cutie right?
he's mine!
hint: he is a thai.
LOL.
























you know...
don't get yourself forced to anything
take your time, go at your own pace
just don't take forever =p
LOL
i don't want to really get married when i'm 40! (kidding.)

12:03 AM

on friday night when i was in orchard

there was this whole stretch of jewellery store along centrepoint.

i think i was quite mean to the people there.

i was a bit unhappy when i can't catch accuracy of death on that day.

and stupid cz was nagging at me.

and the people kept asking me to buy mothers' day gift.

so in the end, i was quite pissed and i actually said this to one of them:

"no need buy. wait i got mother then buy"

LOL.

and he looked at me with shock.

ok. probably firstly, i don't think he has met people whom is frank like me.

plus a bit mean? hehe

so anyway, every year on mothers day

when i was younger, i would do up a mini concert in my mum's room

of course i will get gor gor to participate too.

:x

and when i was older, we would go out for lunch

and for the last mothers day, we did ai xin dinner at home

with entertainment.

nevertheless, every year, ever since spice girl sang it,

i sang it too.

too bad, i don't get to sing it to anyone now.

but if you have the chance, sing the song to her...

though i can't sing it, probably my mummy can read my blog?

By Spice Girls

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free

Catching me in places that I knew I should'nt be

Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad

I never thought you would become the friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes

All that you did was love

Mama I love you.Mama I care

Mama I love you . Mama my friend.

You're my friend I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now

Every little thing you said and did was right for me

I had a lot of to think about,about the way I usedto be

Never had a sense of my responsibility

Back then I didn't know why

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love

Mama, I love you. Mama, I care

Mama, I love you. Mama ,my friend.

You're my friend

But now I'm sure I know why,

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes

All I can give you is love is love

Mama I love you. Mama, I care

Mama, I love you. Mama, my friend,

You're my friend

Mama, I love you, Mama ,I care

Mama, I love you, Mama, my friend,

You're my friend

4:24 PM

blah. boring day.

yesterday met jin yao (HCI) at the library.

was quite fun.

i prefer talking to him than his other two friends.

noob people whom still call others noob.

sian.

they should go dig a bit of my background before comment about me.

don't talk much doesn't mean don't know anything.

after library, went over to smu to visit ms tan siok san (formerly from CIE)

had an insightful talk with her.

more motivation.

LOL.

walked over to PS.

rotted a bit.

i wanted to watch accuracy of death.

GV atPS was showing it around 11pm.

no point.

so we rotted a bit, walked over to cathay cine.

there worst! coming soon 15 may!

zzz.

so in the end pursuaded cz go play pool.

reached lucky plaza, realised can't play pool without IC or driving license.

haiz. so can't play.

in the end, we played at the arcade.

finally tried out those shooting game.

LOL.

and 3 rounds of daytona (2 beginner, 1 advance)

very unfortunately, cz lost all 3 rounds to me.

hehe.

not that i am boasting or what, so far i only lost to jk and ming yang.

after arcade, i was finally happy.

then sat in front of OG slacked a bit.

discussion of the day:

bread or love?

cz chose love

i chose bread.

LOL.

i am someone practical.

i won't want my kids to suffer with me.

of course the best i can find both in one peoson.

LOL.

slacked until 10.30pm, walked back.

met sylvester and i-forgot-his-name.

slept all the way home.

yawns.

9:23 PM

sian.

ever since my lappy isn't working

have felt as lost as ever.

i am still trying to google out the link.

haiz.

sad. =(

recently have been meeting buddy quite often.

wednesday met eric (not rp de) for dinner

then walked past his shop.

went to said hi.

yesterday had cramps so stayed home

went to meet ken, daniel and uday at marina mandarin in the night.

dan interviewed me for the book, uday is the author.

hmmm... it's a pretty weird atmosphere there.

not as cosy hence, alot of details also lost touched.

i felt that the interview was so so only.

things i wanted to say never really come out.

well, we shall see uday's writing first bah.

after the interview, dan met some friends at the lounge.

they came over to joined us,

forgot their names.

but i know there's a cute one.

hmmm.. and playful.

stayed quite a bit until around 10pm.

called buddy.

thank goodness he was still around so went to meet him.

can go home together.

=)

took the bus.

actually have been talking to him for the past 3 days.

nothing much, about work and work.

seemed like he wanted to say something yet don't know where to start from.

finally yesterday he let out.

LOL.

and and and it is jing tian dong di news ok.

he saw tay on wed night, after i left.

cool. should have stayed longer!

then i can catch her. =p

but anyway, it wasn't surprising for me lah.

then then

he also asked me about some things.

LOL. which i initially denied.

then he told me 2 shocking news.

ok... 2nd one not really shocking cause i don't really know her well.

but the 1st one was WOAH!

OMG! I DON"T BELIEVE IT.

so yeah.

and we went for dinner at 925.

met a few RP ppl.

randall's fren group. and stephen's (biomed) group.

LOL.

quickly ate and changed place to talk.

too many people we know can't speak discreetly.

LOL.

so stayed on to chat until 1am then went back home to sleep.

sians.

and i can't sleep!

so anyway jeeyon just msned me some updates:

(damn. mine blogger not working well.)

and i was asking him what does sheng lin tie means.

and we realised my chinese is ever lan.

LOL.

it means forest invitation and i interpreted it as forest stick.

= =

their 1st performance is on 1st June at IMM.

go support peeps.

11:23 AM

心愿便利贴

By吴忠明 & 元若蓝

一天一天贴近你的心你开心 我关心

一点一滴我都能感应你是我最美的相信

等不到双子座流星雨撒满天际

新点燃九支仙女棒代替

最灿烂不一定要许多钻石黄金

看你眼睛有幸福的倒影

把你的讨厌转几遍送到天边

平凡的傻事用了心变成经典

最浪漫的心愿便利贴贴成无限 就是我们最富有的宣言

把你的喜欢每一天复习两遍

惊喜的语言我的天通通灵验

你和我的心愿便利贴贴心里面 收集感动 给以后怀念

等不到双子座流星雨撒满天际

新点燃九支仙女棒代替

最灿烂不一定要许多钻石黄金

看你眼睛有幸福的倒影

把你的讨厌转几遍送到天边

平凡的傻事用了心变成经典

最浪漫的心愿便利贴贴成无限 就是我们最富有的宣言

把你的喜欢每一天复习两遍

惊喜的语言我的天通通灵验

你和我的心愿便利贴贴心里面 收集感动 给以后怀念

嗒嗒啦 嗒嗒啦 嗒 嗒 啦

把你的讨厌转几遍送到天边

平凡的傻事用了心变成经典

最浪漫的心愿便利贴贴成无限

就是我们最富有的宣言把你的喜欢每一天复习两遍惊喜的语言都为你提早灵验你和我的心愿便利贴贴心里面

收集感动

给以后怀念

一天一天贴近你的心

一点一滴我都能感应

你是最美的相信

hmmm... nice song.

=)

4:37 PM

boring week. zzz.

monday:

went to meet the np kids.

it's nice mentoring them.

got to edit their proposal.

gave them 2 of my proposals from startup.

it's a good template.

went to kaki bukit with qian qian and royce.

qian qian is in pharmaceutical.

so it's cool. got to talk a bit.

royce in engineering. some solar panels thingy.

chim. no wonder he prefer being a pilot.

had them to pei us to do presentation.

good thing. not so bored.

not a good day in moh's office.

don't wanna say so much.

but just some people wanna fuck our ass.

ROAR.

heck.

went over to ruby warehouse.

2 buildings away from moh's office.

our new office.

=)

moving in around mid-may, june.

weeee.

but so far away from my school.

sobs.

-peng-

purposely chose toa payoh cause near kallang de.

haiz.

but stil have straight bus to school and from home.

so it's good.

it's near bedok.

854 stops in front.

tuesday:

rotted a bit.

interviewed a guy.

stress. AJC de.

hmm...

went to office take thumbdrive

then went for dinner at novana's square two.

it's a dead town.

white elephant.

nothing much going on.

but bought two pairs of shoes!

hehe.

and i'm broke.

any sugar daddies?

hehe.

wednesday:

stayed home.

watched dvd with gor gor.

the black book.

nice dutch movie.

erm, it's rated R21 though.

LOL.

(don't think i'm some pervert ok?)

it's a war movie.

so don't think too much.

hehe.

but gor gor can rent it so why not watch it?

:p

ok.

going out to meet friends le.

ciao.

6:10 PM

hmmm...

sometimes i find it funny.

why some people takes passing comment too personally?

ok but probably word of advise.

the thing is simple.

take it or leave it.

you don't have to harp on it or think of ways to revenge.

or take it as a personal attack or anything.

probably there isn't a need to have such a big reaction?

hmmm...

i don't understand bah.

but it makes no sense to me?

never mind.

and continuation from this morning's "just friends" post

...

and i realised sometimes,

the whole idea of being just friends only

can be quite cruel at times.

haha.

true.

and sad.

but still, jia you mu mu!

11:12 PM

i was watching this drama call 9 ends 2 out

the plot reminds me of a book i read before:

"Just Friends" by robyn sisman (she's a good author)

in both plots, it talks about 2 people

a man and a woman

can they be just friends only?

they have known each other like almost forever.

they know each other more than they know themselves

and when they reach their 30s and still remained single

they realised their only shelter and dependence is each other.

and they fell in love.

so can are a man and a woman just friends only?

hmmm... i think they can be.

probably at a point of time, one will be attracted to another.

but gradually they will realised it is better being just friends.

i do have someone i know whom seems to know me forever too.

though we don't talk often but somehow he will always appear at the right time

though we may have misunderstandings here and there

but he still remains as my most dearest friend.

thanks buddy.

=)

9:52 AM

gosh.

seriously i don't understand why some people are so...

BUAY ZI DONG!

my phone kept BOMBING today.

with calls and smses.

FROM PEOPLE I DON"T WANT TO PICK UP.

irritating MLM people and kids.

wtf.

just scram can.

what makes you think you can bark me to do the things you all want.

that, you just don't know me well.

BLAH!

wednesday:

met soh and moh for lunch.

haiz. got presentation on monday.

WISH ME LUCK.

-i think i can just go die soon-

met alan for dinner.

yum yum.

didn't know tcc serves main course.

SUPER NICE.

loves the garden salad, soup and spaggheti.

yum yum.

i can just imagine it now.

went for ice cream and drinks after that.

thursday:

major rotting at home.

friday:

met cz, met tiffy.

then met a guy.

after meeting, met cheng yin, zhi kai and eugene for dinner.

this time eat steamboat.

AGAIN.

yeah.

me and tiffy "own" the whole tom yum portion.

wa. the tom yum soup is better than tian tian.

but too bad, tian tian has better ingredients.

ate super long.

from 7pm - 10pm.

the group was rather quiet lah.

except from the usual me and tiffy crazying away.

but soon after the guys were amuse by my numerous "cartoon-like" expressions.

that's what they said.

unfortunately, i can't see my own expressions.

LOL.

after that, parted with them.

actually we wanted to join albert at Lunar.

on second thoughts, we went to K-ster instead.

i think they should give us VIP soon.

we are going there quite often.

OH MAN.

shiok.

singed our lungs out.

bought alcohol. get to keep there for 2 months.

after the singing session stopped at 3am.

we continued to stay.

we were trying desperately to finish the mixers (not the alcohol!)

so we played cai quan.

muhahhaha.

cz kana the most.

but me DRANK the most.

damn. i hate green tea now.

blah.

I WAS SO SO BLOATED.

yawns. reached home around 4.30am

zzz.

weather freaking humid these days.

I NEED PORTABLE AIR CON!

LOL.

and the new SMRT bus simply sucks.

i can't believe i can perspire sititng bus.

7:40 PM

haiz.

i can't believe it.

i am not out on mayday

neither am i working.

i was at home slacking.

and slept loads.

IT WAS SO BORING!

kill myself.

9:47 AM

firstly...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SERENE TAY!
(yeah... i know it's dated sat, but it's really at night i am typing. haha.)


woke up late today.
did some preparation at home.
ian came over to my house.
helped me with the prototype.
his cologne is damn nice.
lingering in my living room.
yum yum.
=x


tiffy cabbed over and helped me a bit.
yawns.
in rp, started doing set up.
eddy, cz and vict came over to helped.
i think i am a genius (probably i absorbed his "smartness")
:x
LOL.
i actually came out with a drawing and plan.
muhahahha.
which works.
smsed gor gor.
he thought i was in the library.
hehe.
miss him so much.
i don't get to see him at home often you know.
anyway, la la la la
encouraging sms came in soon after 6.
=)
yeah, i can be a meanie at times. haha.


finished work.
had pizza for dinner. loves.
cz forced me to talk tell eddy and tiffy about the scorpian joke.
vict went hysterical again laughing.
same joke, she still can laugh. = =
i realised she looked ugly when she laughed. (sorry girl, i can't help it. for someone pretty like you, to see such a sight is haha. hilarious. =p)
and i laughed at the face she laughs.
and we made fun of the geena bengs and lians in rp.
not rp students, but visitors.
i think they are around 12 years old?
and they have dyed hair!!!
and there was this guy who wore red skinny jeans, red shirt, white cardigan.
when he walked past me, i actually sang:
"we are singapore, we are singapore, we are singaporans..."
ok. that was lame.
i thought he wore it on the wrong time of the year.
and yesh, he has red hair too.
(but mine and vict's are nicer. =p)
so we actually started learning their way of walking too.
and i saw one guy shuffling in rp. (rp student)
i was like = =
man.


we learnt a new module today too.
rp should give me a cert for being so genius.
the physics of ah bengs.
we were investigating why they walked as if they are doing the lambo.
conclusion: because they wore their skinny jeans too low.
in order to prevent the pants from dropping, they need to satisfy an accurate 45 degree bent behind their back.
this is to ensure their butt cheek is able to act as a support.
hahaha.
ok. i am mean.
:x


shock of the day:
refer to 13 may 08 entry.
yeah. i met him.
IN RP!
on a bike. with the 5N people.
which is WOW! (he is from SP...)
and of all places, but i met him in RP?
it's like so coincidence lah.
and we just chatting yst night.
and i saw paul yst too.
and that stoopid cz.
omg.
asked him stupid thing.
like, so who is serene's bf?
and he actually answered: yes, she is my gf. i love her. (in chi)
-peng-
they two can really act.
so la la la la.
damn pai sey.
and the group of 5N people are the ones whom used to tease me back in sec sch lorz.
wa lau.
same gang of people and now cz is with them teasing me.
gosh. THAT WAS SEC SCH OK?


blah.
anyway, never mind.
who cares.

2:10 AM
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