Friday, May 16, 2008
i don't understand
i don't understand why do you want to meddle into my things?
i don't understand what right do you have to comment about me?
i don't understand how to respect you?
i don't understand why you don't understand me at all.
you haven't tried to know me before
so why should you force yourself to know me now?
what you assume is not what i want.
why do you always have to condemn what i have, what i want.
and you don't look at yourself even.
what i'm asking for is not even 1/10 of what she can give me!
for the past 20 years, what have you done for this family?
or at least for me and my bro?
if you don't want to give me anything, i understand.
but you haven't done anything for my brother why should you demand from him?
or us?
responsibility?
i think you need that word more than us.
filial piety...
if this word doesn't exist
i guess i am out of this house very long ago.
it doesn't matter to me anyway.
i was born alone, i can walk this road alone, i can do everything alone.
i'm sorry, i don't think you understand.
that i can be very cold.
whom we are now is what you did.
now i understand why there is no more warmth here anymore.
because she has brought warmth with her.
a home is nothing more than just only a house.
i don't know what's home anymore.
我着一生中
最害怕失去的
就是她。
因为我无法想象没有她的日子
过了两年了
我还是最害怕的就是没有她的日子。
你们一定会说两年了
你们一定会说两年了
放手吧。
但不是每一个人会了解我的心情
她对我来言，不只是一个妈妈
她是我的一切。
没有她的坚持
就都会有我
也不会有现在的我。
5:01 PM
