the time people wake up
is the time i sleep.
welcome to my job.
irregular hours.
haiz.


after more than 30 hours of photoshopping...
I HAVE FINALLY COMPLETED THE WHOLE SET OF ARTWORK.
omg!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
i really did it.
hands damn numb now.
eyes damn tired.
i was on the verge of smashing my lappy.
and the last 3 hours of so... i actually do the artwork while crying.
LOL.
especially it is at night.
the feeling is like damn desperate.
even through desperation, i still ask myself for perfection.
i refused to compromise my quality of work.
and so.. i had to do the work while crying.
and seriously i think sometimes i am damn crazy.
real real crazy.
WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS?
because of one stupid word call:
DREAM.
yet, it is also this stupid word that makes me go crazy.

5:49 AM

the time people wake up
is the time i sleep.
welcome to my job.
irregular hours.
haiz.


after more than 30 hours of photoshopping...
I HAVE FINALLY COMPLETED THE WHOLE SET OF ARTWORK.
omg!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
i really did it.
hands damn numb now.
eyes damn tired.
i was on the verge of smashing my lappy.
and the last 3 hours of so... i actually do the artwork while crying.
LOL.
especially it is at night.
the feeling is like damn desperate.
even through desperation, i still ask myself for perfection.
i refused to compromise my quality of work.
and so.. i had to do the work while crying.
and seriously i think sometimes i am damn crazy.
real real crazy.
WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS?
because of one stupid word call:
DREAM.
yet, it is also this stupid word that makes me go crazy.

5:49 AM
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