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Sunday, June 22, 2008
randoms


tmr will be the last day.
20th June 2008, marks my 1st breakthrough in my events career.
the first time i managed this event single-handed.
from conceptualizing to logistics to management to the artwork.
and i have received lots of positive comments from the GOH, client and my mentor.


and definitely, this event would not be of any success without a good team.
SUPER MANY THANKS to cz and tiffy.
for tonning with me.


and of course special mention to ian again.
whom have always been a big help to me in many many events.
from teaching me photoshop to "saving" me.


and also the two others from API whom have helped alot in coordination.
sparky and ah boy.
=)


and and and also...
fantastic crew and fukuan for their performances.


this event really meant alot to me.
before confluence, this event is the most emotional one to me.
because this time wrong, i do not have anyone to help me with the concepts the drawing.
everything really came out purely with what i thought, what i want and what charles wanted.
when i was the artwork for them, chionging 30 hours of it,
there was a point, i really really wanted to give up
because my right hand went totally numb doing the work.
and it hurt so much moving a inch of it till i thought slip-disc was nearing me.
and i remembered one night, into my 20+ hours of editing their artwork,
it was around 5am and i was still doing, hungry and hands really aching,
i was actually crying while doing the artwork.
no exaggeration ok?
i was really really crying.
but my hands didn't stop.
and each day, no matter wat time i do the designs till, i would wake up at 10.30am.
so sometimes i only had 3 or 4 hours of slp before worrying other things.
my mind was so so filled up with each and every detail that i thought i was dying.
LOL.






and today...
after seeing fantastic crew's first performance at 1pm,
i could see clearly why they are all dancing.
the one thing different about them with the dance groups i know of is that,
in each and every members, young or old
i can only see one word: PASSION.
and i suddenly understood why i didn't give up...
everything suddenly seemed so clear to me.


i couldn't help it but took my phone out and msged my brother:
now i know why i am in events.. probably nothing else in this earth can give me as much satisfaction as seeing an event's success. perhaps i may have a long way to perfection but i am happy learning the way everyday.


and wat my brother replied really made me teared.
partly because probably what the both of us felt was it was a pity she isn't here to witness all of our achievements.
and also we only managed to fulfill it after she left.
she is always missed.


















and also thank you to:
hl for her daily gmail chats that helps distract me from my work a little.
wk for his care and concern.
him for distracting me from work with quick lunches and dinners, constant reminders and encouragements. (friend worth having. [his identity shall still remain a secret, request by him])

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