Thursday, September 11, 2008
fairness? not in this world
how would you feel when someone insults you and you feel unfair?
how would you feel when someone judges you unfairly?
don't know...
please view:
i got insulted today.
though i took it like a pinch of salt
and bear no grudges,
i still felt hurt by the unfairness.
is it my face or is it my life is meant to be this way?
since young i have to endure harsh criticism from everywhere.
probably it's because of my background.
now i understand why my mum says
somethings even if you know, it should be left untouched or unsaid.
don't take certain comments to heart.
my mum was an iron woman.
i'm not one yet,
but i'm on my route to being one.
having no feelings is better than having feelings.
at least you won't get hurt.
like an ugly situation this morning,
at least you can take comments like a pinch of salt.
thanks mum.
i love you mum.
thanks tiffy. =)
5:28 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
what ifs...
What if
by simple plan
What if I lead the way
What if I make mistakes (will you be there?)
What if I change the world
What if I take the blame (will you be there?)
I remember going back to the place we used to lay
But I keep losing track
And now the days they all turn black
And our dreams all start to fade
But there's no turning back
Cause the world keeps turning
And my heart's still burning
[Refrain]
What if I change the world
If I lead the way
What if I be the one who takes the blame
What if I can't go on without you
What if I graduate
What if I don't
What if I don't
Now I'm slowly, giving up
As the world keeps losing faith
And you still turn your back
Now the path I follow takes a tool on me, on you
But there's no turning back
Cause the world keeps turning
And my heart's still burning
[Refrain]
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
Oh..
What if I lead the way
What if I graduate
What if I change the world
Would you still remember me?
What if I lead the way
What if I graduate
What if I change the world
And I found the words to tell you what you mean to me
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
For you to call me
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
I'll be waiting here
have you ever thought of the various what ifs in your life?
in our life, it's all about choices.
and sometimes there are some things you wished you have done
and some you have wished you have not done.
and somehow... these what ifs seems so insignificant in our life
can eventually change one's life...
what if i wasn't in rp...
what if i didn't meet choon hou in rp...
what if 2006 does not exist at all...
i think that would have changed my life greatly.
i wouldn't be here now.
in this situation.
and yes, probably i wouldn't be meeting the ppl i am meeting now.
what ifs...
no matter how much you wish upon what ifs,
life have already moved on.
there's no more turning back...
unless...
you are waiting for someone.
if it was me in the past...
probably i would.
even if it's forever.
but i soon realise...
LOVE is only a feeling created by humans
and it can actually be suppressed and be replaced
by other love.
and LOVE is a word said too simply and felt too many a times
than having to understand and trust someone.
2:16 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
Randoms
Just want you to know
By Backstreet Boys
Lookin' at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were, everything, everything to me
Chorus:
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know
All the doors are closing, I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day,
The day you slipped away
Chorus:
And I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh)
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That theres a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (yeah)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know
Bridge:
That since I lost you
I lost myself (ohhh)
No I can't fake it
There's no one else
Chorus:
So I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me (back to me)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again (do it all again)
I just want you to know (cuz I've been fighting)
That I've been fighting to let you go (ohh)
Some days I make it through (and then there's)
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe (yeah)
That there's a day you'll come back to me (but still)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know
a song that i've always liked.
a song from the past.
a song that used to express alot.
a song that brings back past.
past is something that has been
yet it seems so near.
and seems to have passed so fast.
have been busy these few weeks.
sorry for the lack of updates.
yesterday night, met jona for dinner.
after that, went to have a long walk and talk.
how time flies.
we have known each other for 10 years and still counting on.
and it's pretty surprising how he still can remember little details of things that i expect he will forget.
LOL.
now i know why he is my buddy afterall.
till then, take care my buddy.
=)
1:25 PM
