Wednesday, October 8, 2008
i'm not weird... it's just me
after knowing him for 10 years...
finally my buddy went to army yst.
take care my friend.
=)
you know... have you ever felt like this before?
misunderstood.
would you try to accept someone for whom they are
or
would you try to change someone to whom you like?
have you ever felt like this before?
some, tried to understand you.
but no matter how hard they try, they still won't understand you.
whereas some, you don't even have to speak,
they can understand you very well.
not because we are similiar in many ways.
we were all along different.
we don't think similiarly
but we can empathize each other.
like what i always said,
i don't need plenty of love.
i only need appreciation and understanding.
you don't have to understand me much,
but appreciate me for whom i am.
not someone whom you want me to be.
because i can tell you
for, i won't be and never will be the one you wish for me to be.
probably i'm seen as selfish.
but this is my only chance to be selfish.
it is my only chance to prove to people my existence in this world.
it is my only chance to show everyone my mum's decision wasn't wrong.
they say life is full of choices
but life isn't
i didn't choose to be where i am now.
i was forced into situations i shouldn't be in.
and now, finally i can have a chance to lead my life the way i want
nothing can stop me from reaching what i want.
a little too ambitious?
no, i'm not.
i'm just leading my life the way i want it.
not the way how destiny wants it.
not the way how anyone wants it.
and because she knew i was caged
she had hoped i could lead it the way i want.
and not how they wanted.
now that she is gone,
this is my freedom.
and i'm always thankful...
to have you.
3:34 PM
